Random Thoughts

"Love is like matches... It either lights your candles and guide you through, or burns you"

"I used to look into your eyes and fill my heart with hopes... Now I look into your eyes and see them hanged on ropes"

"A step you take on a track you believe in is better than a leap you make on a way you never chose"

"Stab me in the heart, kill it so the pain dies because I am hit but still standing but it is my heart who cries"

"A tear falling from your eye on your cheek is slap on your face telling you (You're weak)"

"The pitch black darkness of loneliness is much better than the fake sunlight of an unrequited love"

"Cupid comes from Stupid"

"He/She says: I am in love... I say: You are in hell!"

"He/She says: We are in love... I say: Enjoy paradise well!"

"When you're left with no choice, write your thoughts and make some noise"

" 'One man will stand up for what's right' is good for a mobile cover, but foolish enough to believe in"

"الطشط قالي الطشط قالي يا حلوه يالي قومي أستحمي" (a sudden thought)

"Enough"

Free... But Nothing 4 Free!

Walking my way to the ambitions I see
And now I am free!

Days running fast, but I am no prey.
And now I am free!

Steps and steps done, and more steps for me.
And now I am free!

Doors close, doors open, but I'm still holding the key!
And now I am free!

Hopes fade, fruits die and fall
New hopes born, alive still the tree
And now I am free!

Monsters I kill everyday
And everyday monsters reborn
Their claws hold me with my flesh unworn
But my heart still alive
And now I am free!

Battles won
Battles lost
Battles waited
Battles feared
Battles to come
That's nothing weird
My armours on my chest
Torn but protect me best
My heart is hurt but pumping alive
Stabs make it hard and survive
Slaps and slaps fall on my cheek
I learn the lessons and pay back, and I am free...

And now I am free!
And now I am free!

A Hamaki song with a story!

أخر كلام
أطمن حنساك قوام
أصل خلاص حعملك إيه
ولا حاجه فيك بتأثر وعتابي ليك
يا حبيبي أستهترت بيه

بتضحك طيب أضحك
وأبقى شوف بقا مين يوم يسامحك
لما تندم ع اللي قلته ندم كبير
أسامحك؟ قال أسامحك...
لو بموت ولا يوم حصالحك
أصلك أنت كسرت فيا حاجات كتير

هو أنت إيه مش حاسس
قلبك ده إيه متأثرش بأي لوم
ذنبي الوحيد حبيتك
غلطه وأكيد لازم تتصلخ في يوم

بتضحك طيب أضحك
وأبقى شوف بقا مين يوم يسامحك
لما تندم ع اللي قلته ندم كبير
أسامحك؟ قال أسامحك...
لو بموت ولا يوم حصالحك
أصلك أنت كسرت فيا حاجات كتير

طيب أضحك!
أسامحك؟ قال أسامحك...
لو بموت
أصلك أنت كسرت فيا حاجات كتير

Although I am not interested in Hamaki, nor was I interested in this song in particular, today I heard this song by accident and it -someway or another- touched me to the extent that I am blogging about it. I wonder what is to come... It is not that kind of song that gives u good omens, you know. Anyway, I still say... It -unfortunately- touched me.... I hope I won't sing it myself one day!

IT'S MY LIFE

I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud

It's my life

And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life

My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive

Cause it's

My

Life

Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend,
Don't break, baby
Don't back down


(Great great great Bon Jovi inspiration... It's my life)

Down again!

And here I am falling down again...
Again
Again

And here I am falling down again
Same wounds, but more pain
To suffer

I think I can't take it anymore
But I still love you from the core
And the matter...
Is

I still have faith in you
In me
And I wanna be
The one who wins you
But you
Shouldn't lose me

And here I am falling down again
Resisting all what my mind tells me
About you

And down and down I go with my
Faith in you, and here I cry for you
To do

What makes have faith in you
In me
As I wanna be
The one who wins you
But you
Shouldn't lose me

Everytime I am asking why
I hold on to the one
Who seems
To be

A dream that is never gonna be true
A wish that kills itself for an illusion
I find one answer
That is

I still have faith in you
In me
And I wanna be
The one who wins you
But you
Shouldn't lose me

And here I am falling down again
And ready to take much more pain
For you

All I want is make up your mind
And put every other thing aside
Is it so hard to do?

Is it hard to do?

I still have faith in you
In me
And I wanna be
The one who wins you
But you
Shouldn't lose me

You shouldn't lose
Me
You shouldn't lose
Me

Hold me now!

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there's something left for me
So please come stay with me
'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now!

(Creed - One Last Breathe)
Dedicated to "You"

The Mad Man Returns: Fucken Anger

(VERY STRONG BAD LANGUAGE USED)

Hi everybody,
I have been hesitant to publish this for long time. These are extreme feelings of anger that I express here the same way the Sandman expressed them on his Torn Wolverine. We agreed on the form used here. It is just as harsh and explicit as what's going around us. So stay alert!

(VERY STRONG BAD LANGUAGE USED)

OK,
You wanted to see me mad?
You wanted to push me to the edge?
From Black Thursday(s) to American green light shit
Here you got my maddest hit.

Fuck Black Thursday
Fuck the damn green light
Fuck their red and blue
And our black red and white

Fuck democracy
Fuck hypocrisy
Fuck your fight
Fuck your might
Fuck whatever you call your right

Fuck love
Fuck hesitation
Fuck every motherfucker
In the bloody stupid nation

Fuck your country
Fuck the century
Fuck mercy, cuses and Rob Van Persie
Fuck those who fly
Fuck those who cry
Fuck those try
Freedom is gone and you know why

Fuck motherfucks
Fuck the white suits
Fuck your guns
And your Head Goose

Fuck terrorists
Fuck motorists
Fuck everybody who resists

Fuck suckers
Fuck bloggers
Fuck door knockers
Fuck bitches
Fuck witches
Fuck your ass if it damn itches

Fuck me
Fuck him, fuck his, fuck he
Fuck tree
Fuck every fallen prey

Fuck the hour
Damn cowards
Fuck everybody in power
Fuck him and her
And he who gonna take the chair

Fuck the regime
Fuck the ladder
Fuck the ranks
Fuck their power
Fuck every son of a bitch coward

Fuck Marina
Fuck the North Coast
Fuck the rich
Die, burn and roast
Fuck the middle class
The empty and full halves of the glass
Fuck the poor
Fuck their weakness
Live and die for life is a tour

Fuck money
Fuck honey
Fuck Civic and Nissan Sunny
Fuck Geneva
Fuck Cairo
Fuck New York
Fuck every ambition unfree
Fuck you who think
Fuck what you wanna be

Fuck dime
Fuck time
Fuck shit
Fuck crap
Fuck rhyme

Fuck you
Show me your best
Fuck you along with the rest
Fuck that bullet swimming through my chest
....

Cuz I am fucken dead already!

Ordinary (by Train)

Whose eyes am I behind
I don’t recognize anything that I see
Whose skin is this design
I don’t want this to be the way that you see me

I don’t understand anything anymore
In this world that I’m tired of
Is taking me right up these walls
That I climb up
To get to your story
It’s anything but ordinary

And when the world is on its knees with me its fine
And when I come to the rescue I get nothing but left behind
Everybody seems to be getting what they need where's mine
‘Cause your what I need so very but im anything but ordinary

Can you save me from this world of mine
Before I get myself arrested with this expectation
You are the one look what you’ve done
What have you done?
This is not some kind of joke
You’re just a kid
You weren’t ready for what you did

And when the world is on its knees with me its fine
And when I come to the rescue I do it for you time after time
Everybody seems to be getting what they need where's mine
‘Cause you what I need so very but im anything but ordinary

I think im trying to save the world from you
You’ve been saving me too
We could just stay in and save each other

I'm anything but ordinary
(ordinary)
I'm anything but ordinary
(ordinary)

I don't know why songs start to hit me hard these days! (Would anyone understand?)

Dedicated to "You"... From Bon Jovi and Metallica

Bon Jovi: I could make a living out of loving you!
If there's something that needs fixing
I'm the man to see
Look me up, I'm listed
Just check under "A"
If you're ever on the spot
Well, I'm good with my hands
24-7 I'm your handyman

Odd jobs, hard jobs, anything under the sun
Big jobs, small jobs, baby

I'd be a rich man, it's true
If I could make a living out of lovin' you
These two hands know what to do
If I could make a living out of lovin' you
I could make a living out of lovin' you

Metallica: The Unforgiven II
What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Dedicated to "You"...

I pray it comes true to end up being with you!

I walk through the streets
So loud are my heart beats
As I am thinking of you

And I remember that day
When you and I could stay
Talking like we never do

I also see your smile
And I am blind for a while
A sun smiling to me

And everything green
Reminds of what I have seen
When I looked in your eyes

I have seen fields of hope
And birds that never stop
Singing for you and me

And all I do is walk
Through the long way, no talk...
To my mind words would be!

As you are always there
And who else I would ever care
To talk to more than you

Who else would ever hear
The words I repeat so clear
To my mind about you

Who else would be worthy of
The beautiful three word sentence of
"I love you"

I reach where we should meet
I am barely standing on my feet
As I wait for you

I stay for hours and hours
And it is rainning like showers
But I still can't go

I can never just leave
I have been waiting for that eve
Since I have ever met you

I never lost my hope
I would never lose any hope
Because I have faith in you

Then you come out ouf the dark
And the sun shines in the park
Finally you're with me

I tell you how long I have been waiting for
That day when our fears are no more
And you smile to me

I can't contain my joy
You're Helen and I am Troy
And I'm ready to burn for you

Patience kept burning me
But still only patient I would be
If I gonna end up being with you!

And here we are now together
In our house on the river
Life is so beautiful with you!

I wake up as a guy
Did his best in one cry
"Are you blind, dude?"

He woke me up and I am mad
Although I am never sad
I pray it comes true...

I pray it comes true...
Long way but walking through
I pray it comes true...
Wanna end up being with you
I pray it come true...
I pray it comes.....

To God I pray it comes true...